Oral presentation. Monologue, Chapter 1.

Uffgh... this has been a really strange day, thank God she let me have George for today, for a moment I  thought she would not let me tell him, I dont know what I would do if he was not here.
Well it would be easier in fact, an also it would be really more painless, but that does'nt matter anymore, it's just that I can't imagine a life without him. but now it seems, that this is exactly how I am going to live, if I can call this living.

There had already passed fifteen years since George was born, and out of my wife and my family, he is the only good memory I have. Oh how I will miss everyone specially, my son and my dear.

Its tough to know that it has been hard for them to know each other. But there is something that tells me they're getting closer, at least I hope so, they will really gonna need each other.

Now that Im gone, we will really need MrSuto's loyalty and help, he is a good guy, I know he wont fail me. And if he does, I just have to be faithfull on what Lajos told me, "George is becoming a man, and he will not be alone, you can always count on me".

And when someone thinks the worst has happened, Y heard this sadly rumours, there are saying that the Nazis would start taking children and women.

I know George would handle it, he is very brave and smart, sometimes Y even feel he is raising me up. But my dear?

Oh my dear! She was already shocked out, when I told her, and I read her that damn letter:

"Mr.Koves the great fuhrer, Sir Adolph Hitler, in name of the great national socialist Germany, invokes you to an undefined service, at one of the labor camps. We must remember you that the unacomplishment of this task, is punished, with the mayor judgement."

I know she couldn't stand it, all this persecution and discrimination just because we are Jews. There's so much hate that I cant believe thisis really happening , I even sometimes think thisis a nightmare my worst nightmare.

I guess the pain im going to feel at labor service will vanish out this thought.

It's hard to admit it but maybe im starting losing my faith in God. Afterall we dont need a hell, we already have one on Earth.

Or why has God chosen this destiny for me?

Is it that im a bad person and this is what I deserve? Or maybe is just that the Aryan race, is actually the perfect race and God just have eyes for them?

Now I better go to sleep, tomorrow as it seems imposible, it will be a worst day. Sometimes I think..
and sadly I cant deny it, that everything tells me that we are Fateless.